Wednesday, December 7, 2011

A New Life Awaits

There are bones underneath all this fat. I know they're there. It's just a matter of getting them to come out of hiding. I don't have to become a skeleton. That's not what I want. I just want to be thinner. I want to become all muscle and get rid of this fat that's accumulated on my body. So I have a plan. It has finally hit home how important it is for me to get a job. I need independence. I need control. I need to be an adult. I need to make my life my own. I've finished my resume and gotten some references. Tomorrow I am going out and handing out my resume everywhere. I'd rather work close to campus because when I move out, my place will be close to campus and that way I can keep that same job. I know that I'll be getting a job soon and I already feel more in control of my life! It's incredible. Once I get my job, my parents won't be able to nag me about anything. I won't need to ask them for anything. I'll have an excuse to spend time away from the house. Ahhh, so excited!
The second part of my plan is diet. I've decided to make a complete change in my eating. I'm going to cut out all carbs, like bread, rice, sugar, pasta, potatoes, etc. I'm allowed fruits and veggies and chicken. And I will try to avoid red meat when I can. I don't eat cheese anyway, but I'm cutting that, too. This is gonna be a hard transition, but I'll ease into it. So for breakfast, I'll have a shit-ton of egg whites and a shit-ton of fruit. We'll see how it goes. If I can't take it for a week, I'll make a new plan. But I'm really excited to try this and make it work! I'm gonna be sooooo skinny for the end of the month! 


  1. I know you can do it! You're a rock hard gangster and your resumé WILL float into the right hands and give you a FANTASTIC jumping off point.

    You're going to look like a Victoria's Secret model in a few weeks. K? (Just watched the show today, Karlie was in it and I immediately thought of you!)


  2. MOTIVATION ROCKS. FUCK YEAH. your an inspiration XX <3

  3. This is why I can't wait to get a job. It will always have to be afterschool so I won't have to eat dinner anymore!

    I bet you'll get a great job. Looking for something specific or just whoever can hire take you?

    Good luck with the new diet. You can do it!

  4. I think getting a job sounds like a great idea. It will give you some more time away from home, being an adult, as well as a nice additional income. Best of luck in finding something good and quickly.

    Your diet plan also sounds really good too. I'm a vegan, so I'd tell you to skip the egg whites and stick to limited whole grains (I don't eat wheat/refined grains) like rice, steel cut oats, and quinoa. Even though we all think of carbs as the devil, you really do need them for energy.

    Bon chance mademoiselle!

  5. That's an amazing plan!! I'm sure it'll work well!!

  6. p.s. I don't know if I've told you this yet but I enjoy the new theme.:)

  7. Congrats! I know you can do it! xox