I am envious and obsessing over Felice Fawn.
(Except I want nothing to do with Satanism.)
Friday, March 4, 2011
A Deadline and Felice Fawn
That last post was about my agoraphobia. My social anxiety issues. I'm getting a therapist to help me deal with social situations/going outside, NOT to get rid of my ED issues. No. I need to get thin, first, haha. Key word: NEED. Like, I know for a fact that once I lose these shitty 10 lb, I will be confident again. Losing weight is the key to my happiness and my success. It works every time. It's the weekend, and I will not binge. Nope! I'll be controlled alllll weekend. Why? Because I have 4 weeks to lose 10 lb. I am DOING this. I'm treating this like a deadline, a project that cannot be late. I'm not a loser. I'm a winner. I fight for what I want. 
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Just over 2 pounds a week? SO achievable! You are so capable of making those pounds your bitch. ...What's with Felice's head? It's so big and... odd.
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Victoria
Yes! I will think of you this weekend and try my best not to binge either! I want to achieve my goals without all the continual set backs. Those pictures are great. I love that part where he waist cuts in. So wonderful.
ReplyDeleteBest of luck to both of us!
Good luck with the therapy I'm sure it'll be the best thing for you :) and I love her! She's so tiny <3
ReplyDeleteYou're a winner, and you can do whatever set your mind to. <3
ReplyDeleteGood luck with therapy. I hope you find what you're looking for.
I like the little "satanism" footnote! ^^ You can definitely lose 10 pounds in a month! Let's have an awesome, binge-free weekend where we can begin next week weighing less than we did this week!
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I've never even heard of Felice Fawn, but there is something very intriguing about the way she looks. I'm not sure if I would call it "pretty," or not, but it's definitely hypnotizing.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing the pics, as well as your amazing motivational thoughts about losing 10 pounds. Now I feel like I can do it, too. :)
Your weight is fine! Don't worry, love!
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Therapy sounds like it could be really good for you love, but I'm afraid that your eating is definitely all tied in with your other issues - you will have to address it at some point...
ReplyDeleteAs for the 2.5lbs a week, that's my aim too love and we've got this! 2.5lbs this week is nothing - just eat sensible, work out and throw the Nutella away! x
have u tried using the sauna? it really does work. a friend turned me onto it and i swear by it. i've also turned a few friends onto it as well. you can literally sweat away lbs in a session. people say the benefits are temporary and that once you drink water you will gain all the weight back but that is only true to a degree. there is an end way around that catch by placing your head under a shower head and only getting the amt of water your body needs. when you go about replenshing fluids by drinking you end up taking in more than you need. if you place your head under a shower head your body only absorbs the amount your body needs. this saturday i binged, gained 4 lbs. i freaked out, went to the gym and did 2.5 hrs of cardio then sat in the sauna for 45 min. got home, weighed myself and was 3.8lbs lighter. weighed myself sun night and i had not gained any weight. give it a try if you already haven't :)
ReplyDeleteomg ur so skinn, like you 110 lbs? wowwwwww any tips im so jealus im like 120 or something please tell em hw you do it? xxx
ReplyDeleteIf you knew anything about her you would know she's not a satanist. She's an anti-theïst which means that she is against all forms of religion.
ReplyDelete(satanism is a religion too yes).
Do your homework before accusing people of random things.