Ya ya, I said I wouldn't come on here, but I vlog2 sorta just happened. Let it be noted I CAN speak French, I'm just super-shy. I got too excited at the end, in case you were wondering about the abrupt ending...Love ya all! Oh, ya, and I'm starting "the skinny girl diet" on Monday. I need structure.
Everyday, I am bombarded with emotions. Things that...strike me. And everyday, I ignore them. I'm not proud of it, but I have the unique ability to choose what I will feel. That's a different topic which I won't talk about right now. But I've decided that tomorrow will be different. Tomorrow I will win. Tomorrow is my new beginning. I'm detoxing tomorrow. What do I mean by detox? No Internet. That's what I mean. I need to connect with my life, not the virtual world.
You remind me SO MUCH of my friend. She's become so distant lately (sad) but you both have this intense intellectual drive and this seeming preoccupation with being better than this, better than that. Both of you are so well spoken and intelligent and fun and cute! I hope that you don't completely wear yourself out with becoming perfect. It will be effortless when it's right :) Much love!
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Victoria
You are absolutely beautiful.
ReplyDeleteHave a good time connecting with the real world. :)
I'm sending love your way. I know you won't fail.
you're so gorgeous. you look great with straight hair!
ReplyDeletei'll miss you so much coz your blog is one of the ones i always read without fail, no matter what kind of mood i'm in, but i hope you manage to connect and will come back to us soon :)
much love xx
p.s. i love youtube too :P
This was neat! You're gorgeous! I love seeing vlogs because it lets you put a face with the words. Calculus sounds frightening and learning any foreign language can be difficult (I hear once you're in college you mental ability to memorize slowly starts to decline- what encouraging new -__-). I like the purple color on your walls by the way- purple's my favorite =).
ReplyDeleteYou're right- you ARE strong and you do have everything going for you so don't let anyone hold you back! You're very fortunate you don't have to wash your hair but only once a week- mine gets all oily and gross and I have to wash it often. Youtube is awesome! Lou Federer is awesome (http://www.youtube.com/user/LouFederer)- her vlog is more ED focused. Oh and Beaner LaRue (http://www.youtube.com/user/BeanerLaRue)...she's freaking hilarious!
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You're so pretty! And I love your hair!
ReplyDeleteDon't worry girl focus on your 'real' life right now. Come back whenever you're ready (:
You are so beautiful Alisha. I relate to a lot of what your going through. I too have cut myself off from the outside world. I haven't been anywhere on the weekend since Christmas! All I do is go to work Mon-Fri and grocery shop when I'm out of food.
ReplyDeleteI too am determined to get out there again.
We can overcome the need to hide from the world, one step at a time.
Oh that was the most beautiful thing ever. I love you so much, that's all I can say xx
ReplyDeleteAw, you are so sweet, haha. I completey get the thing you said about, if you don't fell good enough, you don't want to show yourself off in public, I know what you mean by that, I do the exact same thing.
ReplyDeleteI hope you find a routine that is fine with you.
I wish you all the best, darling.
Merely
...You're amazingly pretty! Just thought I would throw that out there :)
ReplyDeleteBTW, your BLOG is a magical place!!! lol