Wednesday, November 10, 2010

FAST

I'm not happy. Don't like getting fat. I just need to focus. Stop thinking about my sadness, and just focus on THIN. Oh, my God, I have let myself down. I want so bad, for my family to come from the states for Christmas, and notice how thin I've gotten. 95 lb, 95 lb.
I can't take this shit anymore. I'm fasting. I don't care. I'm not a fasting girl, but I need to try this. I need to lose weight. FAST. Only foods allowed for the next 5 days: non-fat yogurt and muesli. That's all. Muesli is only for breakfast. I need to be strong. I need this. I need this like a bad habit.
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6 comments:

  1. not.quite.anaNovember 11, 2010 at 12:34 AM

    sometimes the urge to fast just hits us i think :/ good luck <3 i'm sure you'll do great but we'll be here to support you! we WILL make it to 95!

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  2. amyNovember 11, 2010 at 4:23 AM

    95lbs is yours hun. you will own that number one day :)
    good luck fasting - it'll get hard but just think of that number.
    stay strong x

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  3. robyngabrielleNovember 11, 2010 at 6:25 AM

    95lbs is so there for the taking. I've been slack as fuck (pardon my french) for the past few days and I need to snap OUT of it.

    You haven't let yourself down...you're just not there quite yet.

    Don't worry. You will be!

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  4. Starving ArtistNovember 11, 2010 at 12:06 PM

    we're both after 95 right now, I'm fasting today :) ganna try to make it my longest fast yet and go a few more days

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  5. AnonymousNovember 11, 2010 at 3:33 PM

    You can do this. You have been so brave already, loosing so much weight, so 95 will be absolutely easy. And your parents will be stunned, I know that. I wish you luck, honey!
    Love,
    Merely

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  6. Depressed Skinny Mess.November 11, 2010 at 5:02 PM

    Try not to stress too much :( It will onl make it harder, just relax and get into the swing of things xx

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