Omg, 60 followers. Shout-out to all you lovelies! It means a lot that I have your support.
Today I went to the gym with a friend. Did cardio, and, because of my pressing, we tried all the machines. I'm a tank. Literally. We were at the gym for a good 90+ minutes. We even ran the 800 meter indoor track they have. I'm hoping I'll wake up tomorrow a pound or two lighter. All the walking around campus I do really exhaustes me. It was pretty cold out today, and I'd be walking around the campus and in the building with a thin layer of sweat on my face...burning calories! Another plus, I barely have time to eat. BARELY. In fact, I wouldn't but I really don't want to faint or stumble around. Honestly, I'm fat-free and under 200 calories throughout the day. It's just when I come home that I end up having a little chocolate or something, which I usually purge. No biggie.
It's 9 34 PM, and I have 50 pages of Economics to read, then do an online quiz. Dammit. And I think I have some reading for Biology, too...Ahhh. I still haven't found any friends "like me." Tomorrow night's the big tri-campus party. I don't think I'll have time for alcohol...so I'll probably have the shittiest time at the biggest craziest party...of my life. JESUS, it really depresses me that I can't have a good time without alcohol, that I'm that type. I guess all I can do is accept it and lose a bunch of weight to make up for it. Be yourself. Stand up for what you believe in. Think beautiful thoughts.
hope you have a good time at the party - having been to college parties myself i know it will be awesome (with or without alcohol :P). just remember to take some time out for yourself once in a while lovely xx
ReplyDeletewow! i'm so impressed with your workout regime. and your eating! you truly are an inspiration. have fun at your party, you deserve every second of joy. <3
ReplyDeleteHave a great time at that party and your workout routine is amazing! :)
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