I don't know. I'm going to fix this. I promise. I wanted to slap my mother for saying good morning happily yesterday. The reason? I had just weighed in at...106 lb. I have to keep calm about this. I mean, what did I expect after a week's worth of binging? Anyway, I'm going to look back at all my journal entries from the week I lost 4.6 lb. I'm going to make a plan based on that and follow it. It was sooo easy and FUN, I remember that. I'm gonna spend as little time as possible in the kitchen. I'll look for excuses to get out of the house.
Anyway, I'm going to a university workshop for first-years today. I am really nervous about starting uni in September. I really want to be less than 100 lb by then! I bought these little lace bras the other day. Only girls with tiny breasts can wear them. I can wear them, and I bought them because I know my breasts are only going to get smaller. I spent the whole day shopping in Toronto yesterday. I feel like I'm done shopping for a while. I just need to focus on losing weight, now.
Anyway, I'm going to a university workshop for first-years today. I am really nervous about starting uni in September. I really want to be less than 100 lb by then! I bought these little lace bras the other day. Only girls with tiny breasts can wear them. I can wear them, and I bought them because I know my breasts are only going to get smaller. I spent the whole day shopping in Toronto yesterday. I feel like I'm done shopping for a while. I just need to focus on losing weight, now.
im feeling the same. i guess i didnt realize how much i was eating, so every single day was a binge. and today, i weighed in 129. i gained four pounds. im so upset.
ReplyDeletewe just need to calm down and step back and realize its not okay to binge everyday.
i hope you get it under control. :)
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