I'm A Tank

I wonder what it will take for me to NOT eat almond butter. I mean, it's healthy fats, but fat is fat! The goal was to eliminate fat, but with almond butter around...My mother won't stop buying it. So I need some way to stop myself from eating almond butter. Otherwise, I'd be flawless( eating-wise). I had a ton of almond butter at 7 30 PM, but I purged majority of it. I purge excess calories. Bad habit. I should just stop when I've reached my limit. Instead of 246, I've just been focusing on eating as little as possible. Under 500 cals.

Today, I did Pilates for an hour, then did hard core running intervals for 25 minutes, stretched for 5, then did weight lifting for 20 minutes. (I love the shocked look I get from girls at the gym when they see me weight lifting...haha.) I was sore, tired, hungry, and pleased. About 2 hours of exercise today! Under 500 calories! Weeee! The fat is gonna melt off. After the gym, I went to the library and ran into the same guy I was talking about last entry. I said, "I was just at the gym for 2 hours." Then the guy was like, "Cardio for two hours!?" I wanted to give the two boys a dirty look and walk away, but I didn't. It just bugs me how people assume that the only thing girls do at the gym is cardio. So I simply explained what I did. I also mentioned to them that I'm a tank.

I have so much school work to do, it really isn't funny. I just spent an hour fucking around the Internet, too...Arg.